No, I don’t hate you. Never did. Never tried to. If you think I’d hate you because I’m not with you, because we parted then you are wrong. Love doesn’t work that way. At least mine doesn’t. I don’t know about you. Your actions proved far too complex than my mind is equipped to decipher.
Yes, I still try to find you… in people I meet, in places I visit. And it’s sad because I’m constantly stopping myself from falling in love with others because of you. You failed the trust fall game and now I’m paying the price. I always will.
The first fall hurts the most and I haven’t recovered yet. It will take a long time before I will be ready to fall again.